Jesus God

So I'm in front of a Desktop computer now, for the first time in a couple of weeks at least...in the internet cafe around the corner from our apartment. It's like being in the computer lab at school, haha. I have so much to do right now and so very little patience, but I'm going to try and write something for the sake of my own obsessive compulsive tendencies. NaBloPoMo was great for that; I got to fixate on whether or not I'd posted for the day, and which goals I wasn't fulfilling that day. I managed to fail with the "at least 5 lines per post" thing a couple times, and I never once managed to write five paragraphs after I made that decision public, but I POSTED EVERY DAY DAMMIT. Even - especially - when I had nothing to say. And today shall be no different.

I haven't checked my facebook or myspace accounts, or even my email, in sooo long. I have so many overdue and neglected messages languishing in every account I've opened so far. I feel terrible, but the longer I stay away from the computer, the more likely I am to not return. I dunno. Now that I've finally sat down and gotten myself current, though, I'll be sure to have the jones again. I only have 12 minutes on my card left...so I need to wrap up this entry...and go recharge it. Blah.