Spector's hatred of a pop world that had passed him by lies an almost pathological desire for love that, to paraphrase a singer strongly influenced by Spector's melodramatic "little symphonies for the kids," could easily have turned murderous.
I'm adding on to this entry because I don't have enough to say to justify starting a whole new one...
I went to a work meeting of Kyle's (with the theatre, not Whole Foods) today and it was fucking boring. The last year of my life has really hammered home that I've been very alone recently. All the people I hang out with are friends of Kyle's. They're nice and everything, but they're people that would take his side if we ever had a major argument or problem. Not to mention the fact that if I get close with any of them, I'd feel weird going out with one of them without Kyle because that would be like stealing a friend, wouldn't it? I mean...wouldn't it? Fucking interpersonal relationships. We should do away with them altogether.
*Not really, since I'm giving you the answer in my tabs section. Nice try though!